Wordless Wednesday

Oh hi

So many things happened instantaneously in my life recently...

I called it our blessing in disguise. That at least for my husband and I.

And I know I'm not alone.

We're all in this together.

Family supports each other, through good times & bad times.

and we're in one of those bad times.

Blog readers, if any;

Thank you for still checking up on me.

PS: My favourite sing of the decade, "Seperti Dulu" Forteen

Root before Branches

by Room for Two

Just watched the Season finale of Glee season 3. Got caught up with the final scene between Rachel and Finn. And it teleported me back to 1999, at the Subang Airport. Then I made the decision to change my campus from Malacca to UiTM Kota Samarahan, my hometown. A little twist though, I didn't give up on the relationship I just developed with my then, boyfriend, Mr.Hubs. We cried at the departure gate and days went by with us longing for each other badly. But we took a chance and have faith during our  years of long distance courtship. We did not give up. We persevered and we got married.

Looking back, I was 19, able to think straight and made the right decision to come back home. I took a chance on love and I took a chance on success. I got both.

And now I'm 32. Things are not going as what I've hoped for. 

Is it just me or am I being tied down...

Tied down to what...that, I have to figure out myself. And I hope soon.

the lyrics...

When a heart breaks...

What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you

What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok

I'm falling to pieces

I'm falling to pieces

You got his heart and none of the pain
You took your suitcase, I took the blame

Now I'm trying make sense of what little remains

'Cuz you left me with no love, with no love to my name

When a heart breaks, no it don't break even

~ The Script

Would you rather be alone than unhappy?

Me & You, Just us 2

My life partner of 7 years, 

Shaiful Amir 

Happy Anniversary.

Only You Can Love Me This Way

GOTYE - Somebody that I used to Know

Got so caught up with this song, it's madness! ...

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Just the way you are

Exactly a year ago on this date, I attended a concert and fell deeply in love with the front man. He still captured my heart, always will & always have. I love you Bruno Mars.

My sweets in action

Remember you

I've got this song stuck in my head since last week... gotta admit, it IS good. Kudos Dato'!

Faith Evans

And so I turn 32

A reminder to myself that I need to stay the way I am.

Alhamdulillah I turn 32 today.

I wish nothing but a child of my own this year.

InsyaAllah.

It's one of those days...

"...don't despair and never lose hope because Allah is always by your side."

I'm mad as hell I ain't gonna take it no more

This song has been playing on my mind lately, like a lot.

I'm not sure if it's an indication of something, whether my subconscious is signaling my schemata the big picture... I don't know. Or simply maybe, the song is catchy and I fancy Pia.

Whatever it is, things are not going my directions, let alone falling into plan. Feel like I'm stuck in a rut, big time.

I pray hard that I won't lose my mind.

If I had my druthers, I'd pack my bags and give me some E.P.L.

And I keep on hittin' repeat, peat, peat, peat, peat, peat...

Patah Seribu - Shila Hamzah

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